God, I really don’t know what to do right now. I had such “great” plans for my future and nothing seems to be working right. But I know that is my perception of how things are now. You have taught me so much in this time I have had and helped me grow in so many ways. I know that I have allowed my attachments and my desire for comfort keep me from truly becoming the man I want to be right now.
At times I get mad at You because I think I deserve more for what I have done and I know that is wrong way of thinking. Everything I have done, I want it to be for Your glory and I pray that you use my mistakes to make something beautiful.
I know that as far as the job hunt goes, you have made a place for me. Let me driven to find it and give you all the glory and thanks for the job I will get.
In the affairs of my heart, I know I wasn’t giving everything to You and I made so many mistakes. I’m sorry for all the people I have hurt in any way and for all the times I was not a good representation of You. Let me know Your intimate Love, and let me dwell on thoughts of you. Be the King of my heart, Lord, be the Lover of my soul. Everything I am oh Lord, I give it You now.
Help me to trust that You are Love pure and true and everything I need I can find in You!
Amen.
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